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Hey guys, just wanted to thank you guys for all the banter over the years. This has been one of the only places that I have enjoyed myself and spoken freely over the past two years. Sad as it may seem, this board has been an outlet for me. Unfortunately I wont be posting here anymore. I have silently battled depression and low self esteem for a while to the point where I contemplate suicide daily. I am hoping to find some help and express my troubles to someone. I am hoping posting this through the anonymity of the board will help me find the help I need. I know some will make jokes about me being a pussy, and I agree. But hopefully I can get past this. It is hard to admit as I think of myself as a strong willed male, and I have never spoken of these issues to anyone.But I am intoxicated and this seemed like the best place I could express myself at the moment. Thanks again.
Not guilty y'all got to feel me
Everybody who has experienced any kind of real life is depressed man
Only pussies who have either have everything handed to them or live in a bubble think life is some game filled with smiles and rainbows
Sucks to hear man
1- don't waste your money on therapy, odds are you won't get lucky and find a therapist who can relate to you or is smart enough to even help you
2- stop abusing substances, easier said than done.... but you can do it, and you should do it.... cause the poison won't help you, just helps your mind turn on itself much faster
fsufsu said... I've got about 10 great stories on Lane but all you need to know is he will never be a loser, that's for sure.
Don't give up bro, just gotta find your own penis showing game.
Our quarterback does front flips, suck it.
god I love that movie
Played that game for a solid year with my boys, we couldn't get enough of it
I might try and bring it back
i have the answers for both 1 and 2.
www.yohoodent.com ... errybawdee awn ignorle
Gonna give you some advice given to me when I went through some tough times.
Look up, get up and keep fighting. Life isn't about how many punches you can throw. It's about how many you can take and keep pushing forward through them.
Don't blame other people. Cowards do that. Take your punches and keep going. Your friends and family are always behind you and with that in your corner then you don't need anything else
Ha Ha Ha
Yeah I mean if you get lucky therapy works, but odds are you spend a pant load for some asswipe tree huggin hippie
i can't believe you listened to me
Hahaha. That's from one of my best friends.
Your advice is more intense than that.
i gave you advice?
No, just in general
This board is loaded with people that go though tough times, prolly why you like it here. More than likely the group that responds to you have gone through the roughest, I know some of us on here have. Most of us have contemplate offing ourselves and dealt with depression, myself included as recent as a 3 month period last summer.
Sometimes the best thing are people willing to call you a pussy for your thoughts and the best people to help you though it are people that have dealt with it. A therapist is great if she is a part time escort and great in bed because you are already paying for it, otherwise support of folks that have walked that road before you is your best bet.
I would venture to say if you start asking others their story you will find that you ain't all that effed up. Some have walked roads so bad they are embarrassed to even talk about it, but they walked it and got through it.
I dream of a day when chickens can cross the road without having their motives questioned.
You don't remember?
"Drive fast, take chances"
"Go stand in traffic, count headlight"
you must be chechen
It's not your fault
You should start a thread called
Or did we a few years ago???
Need to bring that ish back IMHO. The world needs you
more than they know
I'll give my 4 cents worth of advice. Now what I am going to say is going to be completely contrary to what some therapist would ever tell you, and may be somewhat detrimental in the long run, but fuck it we are dealing with today.
Get a tattoo with today's date on it. Inner forearm would be a good spot. something to remind you and a daily basis that that date is the day you "died" (figuratively speaking of course). Once you "died", you will never be afraid to do anything in life anymore.
Now that you have accepted that you have already died, every day you have from that day forward is a gift, and you should fear nothing. Some asshole pisses you off, whoop his ass, or get your ass kicked trying. You get beat, who cared you are already dead. You whoop his ass, and you will be surprised how good beating someone's who deserves it feels.
You see a hot ass chick, talk to with full confidence and without fear. Why should a dead man fear rejection? Go to the gym, and get your body to look the best it can. Hell, juice up while you are at it, your dead anyway, who gives a fuck if it causes harm in 20 years.
Don't have to have drugs and alcohol be a part of daily life, but if once a month or so, you want to pick up an 8 ball and find a couple of sloozies to party with for a weekend, go for it. Do all the enjoyable shit life as to offer, and avoid at all costs thinking about the distant future, retirement and shit like that. Live for for the now.
Move to a new city, maybe a new state. A change of scenery can do wonders. Somewhere warm and sunny
Along the way you will gain all kinds of new experiences and outlooks on life, and there is a very good chance you will get your shit together in the next 3-5 years, and you will be thankful for everything you have done to that point in time.
This post was edited by MJRuffalo 12 months ago
Unbowed, Unbent, Unbroken
Solid, may do this myself
This is the life I live
You're the Internet train wreck the blue board wants, but not what it needs
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